sometimes i dont even know what i want most in my life...some people might have it, the things i want..but when i think more about it..it's just nothing....everybody have their weigh scale from every aspect with another..when i have more, they may have less..and when i have less, they own it more..but why did it have to be like that???? am i an ungrateful person? am i a bad person? am i doing the wrong thing? or does it wrong to have an evil think...sometimes???? arrgghhh..i just dont get it real..seriously..i dont get it at all...what should i do then??? what??? i dont wanna lose myself..i love being me...just mee....yahh..me..and only me..i have a wonderful family and people who loves me..what more i demanded for??? i just dont know...it's just the feeling...oh my...please go away from me....why you keep on burdening me with all these stupid shit? wait a second..are you try shitting on me? urrgghhh!! goddamn it!!! i should never let it get over me..well instead, im the one who should get over that stupid moron thinking! fuhhh...!!!!! or maybe now im in the position of roberts in eat pray love..oh nooo....!!!! that is such ungrateful..obviously ungrateful person ever..and i bet she even not happy with her own life now..yahh...as long as the unsatisfied feeling declared as the king in your life..then thats it...ohh stop!!!! im not gonna be like her...one point is...since i dont do that stupid thing called palm reading..that is why we should never get palm reading since it will make you get obsessed with it..just let everything flow as it should be..naturally...yeahh..thats the word i've been looking for since then, naturally..is what we should let it be...it's just fucking pain when i cant even totally show up all my feeling, like others do...the surrounding might as well play its part too..being obstacles in everything i wish to do...and everything i could ever dreamed of...why why why????? tim kaiya???? ohhhhh...im such a pain in ass...i should've known it from earlier...but still..i cant resist.....im not strong enough to fight it, not even beat it..i cant...because i want to keep it..i luv it..more than i ever know..well then, i believe that everyone deserve a second chance, like what i learnt in the movie called, You Again?! ahaha..thats such a nice movie, an entertain one...but im not going to talk about it in here..what im going to tell is we (point at me) should never ever...get compared ourselves to others, neither in terms of level of happines, nor properties...some brat just born with a silver spoon in their mouth..well, some born with..ermm.....wood spoon, not in their mouth but instead 7 feet away from them..to get it, they have to struggle, using their own effort to..you know..maybe turn the wood spoon into silver..nop...gold..then thats what i called working on your own foot for your own empire..in this era, nothing is impossible, right? or..should i say..nothing is possible??? nahh...too much opinion..but still..in the end..we'll always stuck with our own answer... :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
it's just nothing......
sometimes i dont even know what i want most in my life...some people might have it, the things i want..but when i think more about it..it's just nothing....everybody have their weigh scale from every aspect with another..when i have more, they may have less..and when i have less, they own it more..but why did it have to be like that???? am i an ungrateful person? am i a bad person? am i doing the wrong thing? or does it wrong to have an evil think...sometimes???? arrgghhh..i just dont get it real..seriously..i dont get it at all...what should i do then??? what??? i dont wanna lose myself..i love being me...just mee....yahh..me..and only me..i have a wonderful family and people who loves me..what more i demanded for??? i just dont know...it's just the feeling...oh my...please go away from me....why you keep on burdening me with all these stupid shit? wait a second..are you try shitting on me? urrgghhh!! goddamn it!!! i should never let it get over me..well instead, im the one who should get over that stupid moron thinking! fuhhh...!!!!! or maybe now im in the position of roberts in eat pray love..oh nooo....!!!! that is such ungrateful..obviously ungrateful person ever..and i bet she even not happy with her own life now..yahh...as long as the unsatisfied feeling declared as the king in your life..then thats it...ohh stop!!!! im not gonna be like her...one point is...since i dont do that stupid thing called palm reading..that is why we should never get palm reading since it will make you get obsessed with it..just let everything flow as it should be..naturally...yeahh..thats the word i've been looking for since then, naturally..is what we should let it be...it's just fucking pain when i cant even totally show up all my feeling, like others do...the surrounding might as well play its part too..being obstacles in everything i wish to do...and everything i could ever dreamed of...why why why????? tim kaiya???? ohhhhh...im such a pain in ass...i should've known it from earlier...but still..i cant resist.....im not strong enough to fight it, not even beat it..i cant...because i want to keep it..i luv it..more than i ever know..well then, i believe that everyone deserve a second chance, like what i learnt in the movie called, You Again?! ahaha..thats such a nice movie, an entertain one...but im not going to talk about it in here..what im going to tell is we (point at me) should never ever...get compared ourselves to others, neither in terms of level of happines, nor properties...some brat just born with a silver spoon in their mouth..well, some born with..ermm.....wood spoon, not in their mouth but instead 7 feet away from them..to get it, they have to struggle, using their own effort to..you know..maybe turn the wood spoon into silver..nop...gold..then thats what i called working on your own foot for your own empire..in this era, nothing is impossible, right? or..should i say..nothing is possible??? nahh...too much opinion..but still..in the end..we'll always stuck with our own answer... :)
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